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indie rock [ Sunday  October 2006, 9:00pm]
[ music | the streets- has it come to this? ]

 archers of loaf- veevee
(indie rock)

http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=B60C675226ED68DC

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ysi post [ Saturday  October 2006, 11:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | muse- stockholm syndrome ]

cowboys became folkheroes- the formative years
screamo;emo violence, good stuff
http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=C02375A9532AB035

screamo mix
http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=0F7CB3E836A384D9

1. Gantz- Il N'y A Pas D'amour D'amour Heur
2. Amanda Woodward- La Poussiere Et La Cendre
3. city of caterpillar- When Was The Last Time We Painted Over The Blood On The Walls
4. a day in black and white- there are objects and objects
5. stop it!- name and number
6. the exelar- witness relocation program 

enjoy

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summer [ Wednesday  June 2006, 8:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | set your goals ]

sorry i haven't done anything on this in awhile

anyways, my summer is horrible. Mainly because of summer school. Taking U.S history was the worst decision i had ever made, but then again, i don't mind it so much. (it's just the tests that kill me, i gotten a C on every single one, and yes i suck at history, but i'm getting a B right now...hope that stays)

anyways, enough about that
my cousin is coming to stay for 3 weeks and i was wondering if anyone could hang out (with her) during the three weeks she's gonna be here. If not, it's cool, if yes, tell me in advance. perferbably on the weekends though. 

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one time this chick gave me chlamydia (not me of course, worth the read) [ Saturday  May 2006, 2:50pm]
[ music | renee heartfelt- the melodramatic ]

here is the email:

i do not have ill feelings towards you. i'm sorry if i have made you feel
this way, really sorry. if i did, i messed up.

i've learned something that i did not know. & it's something you need to
know. i feel sick and disgusting and ashamed and slutty, but you have to
know.

to state it bluntly- you have an STD. i've taken tests recently, and
they've come out negative, but "they can be wrong" + i'm sure i have
something. an ex-boyfriend gave it to me, and didn't know until he found
out he got diagnosed with the wrong one. when i got an antibiotic for it,
it was for free, and it wasn't in pill form. it was some power-water shit.
so, pretty much, i too, have gotten bad health care, and when i thought i
was cured, i guess i really havent been, because my boyfriend has got
symthoms now, and pills were found of sam's that were doxycycline pills,
the prescription for chlymedia, or however the fuck you spell it.

i hate, i really fucking hate to tell you this. but you have to know.
there is a website called treatment.org that distributes antibiotics if
you're not interested in getting your penis swabbed.


you can tell me to fuck off here. i will do what i can to reconcile this,
(which i know is not really possible.) but if i can help you out in
anyway, please let me know

here's the boyfriend's email to me:

>>andrew-i am writing to tell you that you have chlamydia.you recieved it from
>>***** when you had unprotected sex with her. i am her "boyfriend"
>>and contrary to what she told you i dont think you used her. i think she
>>acted with a sluts mind when she fucked you and shared with you the joys of
>>chlamydia, i just think you are a dirty fuck and deserve chlamydia. if you
>>dont believe me , research this std and you will find most people show no
>>symptoms at all.hopefully you have continued to have unprotected sex with
>>other girls who then had unprotected sex with other boys and like a
>>beautiful STD family tree have "spread" (pun intended) the love all over the
>>nation.maybe i should be proud of ***** for passing on this tradition of
>>infection instead of beating her when i discovered this. oh well
>>take care good man and god be with you-love james



my response:

I am writing to let you know that I may very well have chlamydia. Well, at least I hope so. My life has been pretty uneventful as of late, and I could really use some kind of excitement. I am hoping the condom we used was not enough, and this beautiful organism manipulated itself inside of my body, where it currently resides in my warm testicles. If I am upset about anything in the world right now, it is about finding I may have chlamydia and not syphilis. Your words are kind, James. Thank you for sending them my way. I am glad that we have become brothers in chlamydia, and pray that our relationship will remain STDelightful. I also hope this disease spreads much like a tree; the world could sure use another tree. Trees make life worth living.

Love (in the heterosexual way, of course),
Drew.





LOL
ah, it's so good to laugh again

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my first funeral [ Saturday  May 2006, 10:42pm]

i woke up at like 10 and called betty first about Jason's dad's funeral, and she told me that it was at 12:00. Then she talked about the wake yesterday, the one i should've gone to (and i feel so bad) but didn't, and she said it was really depressing... (no surprise). she said that it was the first time she'd seen Jason, John, and Patrick cry. 

So 2 O clock i go there and i first saw Brad, Bill, John, and patrick. While we were there, we played a few finger games, and then they arrived. I saw Jason, his mom (Kim), his sister (megan) and his grandmother coming out the car. His mom was crying, jason was teary eyed and Megan seemed fine on the outside. 

The preist there was horrible. He was such a n00b. he jept saying ummm...and some things seemed alittle rushed and had many hesitations. But the woman who was singing the psalms was amazing. i imagined angels coming out of the sky whenever she sang. 

After the funeral there was a lunch at Past times (?...i don't remember the name but it was something like that. it's near Kachi and my house)
it was really fun and it was nice seeing Jason Happy. 




                                                                           R.I.P Dr. Kenneth Ackermann
                                                                              May 17, 1947- May 17, 2006

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